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But fuck. The group i use to love had a huge feud. Years ago. I broke away from it and did my own this, left my blog dormant for quite some time. But I’m back now.
Don’t get back in contact with me if you’re just gunna start a fight. There’s a few people i miss.
A lot of my fellow bloggers will agree- i’m an idiot.
But through the group, solid friendships have been forged.
Nyx, Arturo, Beth, Tyler, Annie, Kevin, are names that come to mind.
We support eachother when we can. And share our honest opinion, etc, etc.
As for the progress I have made, I don’t need to meditate as much anymore. I’m far more in tune with my energy, and I can sense Alexis’s presence, and last night Kali decided to pay me a visit…. Beth has said that Kali always had a soft spot for me, but I still cannot remember my past lives. Maybe that will come with time….
So yeah, Arturo visited Beth, and soon I will as well 🙂
Fun times will be had!
I love Alexis and my feelings for Kali haven’t died out either…
I wonder what kind of stuff the future will bring.
Sorry for the random structure of my post, i just felt I had to write about something. 🙂
Here, have a donut.
Like, where do I even start?
• I learned that these two years, all that time spent in meditation working on a connection, was for naught. I dont know how to tell the reader this, but people in the kik group know that Koontz’s lady, Mia, would check up on me every now and then.
And ever sine the post i made about me juping out of a window in a dream, Mia got harder and harder to see in my dreams….
But, those two years weren’t wasted. I grew a lot, through the struggle and meditation. And learned so much.
•now, in regards to the kik group.
There has been a lot of action going on. Good and bad. I had to ask a few people to leave, and for this I am deeply sorry. I know what it’s like to be booted out of a group, and I’m not bitter about it anymore, because now I know the responsibility that running a group like this entails… so to the people I have upset, I am sorry. Very sorry to have done that to you. I know that I’m not perfect, and that I don’t know much, but I hope to be of help to this group that has so quickly become family to me. I hope in time, you will come to understand.
•if you want to join this kik group, all you need to do is ask•
Annie, in this group, has helped me so much. So has Ben, Tyler, Kevin, and many others.
Now, I guess I will end this post by mentioning a lady spirit I helped free-
Her name, being Alexis. I’m so grateful for her.
I honestly need a different way to end my posts.
Here’s to fresh starts, and a brighter future.
So, I managed to put together a poem for Karliaa. I can feel how happy it made her, I can’t stay still.
Anyways, here’s the poem
I adore how you
Melt my heart. Your affection,
I just am being flooded with her love right now, this woman…
I adore her so.
Well, this is quite interesting.
After my last post, i went to lay down and spend time with …uhm… there’s no way for me to be certain which one I spent time with, or which one is currently doing amazing stuff to my spinal cord right now.. hnng, but yeah, i closed my eyes and instead of meditating, I focused on her. (Meditation is becoming automatic, in the sense that I don’t have to exert as much focus. Adhd can be a bitch at times, but like, I only have to lightly nudge myself along in meditation now.)
I was playful with her at first, and I gently rocked my body like little waves on a beach. Foreplay is important, and when done right, its wayyy hotter than sex. And after a while, I calmed down, and I saw a nose at an angle that would suggest someone was on top of me.
All I saw was a nose, though.
So, yeah.. interesting. 🙂